it might just all be a facade

Wednesday, September 05, 2007;

♥ 9/05/2007 07:34:00 AM

All in love is fair, one of us will lose
Is it her or me, is it me or you
Who's is gonna be, what're you gonna do
Are you over me
Im not over you>>

Oh bummer, i'm sick! ): Cough plus flu plus headache plus everything. And im running a fever of 38.4degrees. UGH.
Okay, i've uploaded the pictures onto my com already. But tonight, my com decided to be laggy, so i'll decide later if i should upload them here. =l
Okay, life hasnt exactly been fanastic since i came back to singapore. The assignments and everything are filling up. And i felt that i'd just been whacked by the stress monster when my beloved friend hand me this whole thick stack of worksheets she collected from me. Oh, goodness gracious. Im yearning to go back to china again. Its weird, totally. In the past, like slt06, i yearn to go abck to the trip once more cos of friends and the company. This time round, its more of 'i wanna go back for the peaceful and stress-less life'. =l
Recently, this question kept popping up in my mind. What's the use of a tertiery education? Why cant education in singapore just stop at the secondary level? Just like what my friend say, A level cert is useless. It's just a simple ticket to get you into a university, a good or a bad one depends on those silly alphabets you get on the cert. Like, hello? You dont see your parents or grandparents having to learn intergration or differentitation to get their way thru the markets. You dont see people on the streets having to memorize those organic chem information to help them survive thru their days. You dont see every individuals burying their heads in thick biology textbooks, trying to cram all those sick information into the puny minds. What the hell is seriously wrong with the world? It needs to see a doctor, urgently. So the doctor can explain to me, why tertiery education is impt, and why we need to learn all these stuff. ): Horrid horrid horrid.
Okay, im just ranting and ranting. Cos i seriously see no freaking point in studying. ): In fact, i've been daydreaming bout how life is gonna be if i dont have to attend school? Like, all of you continue attending your respective institutes, and just me, slacing around. Maybe i'll work, but i definitely cant get a steady work huh. Mm, maybe i'll be bored to death, according to my friend. I dunno.
): Aiyah, goes back to the point isnt it? We still need to study! PFFT.

Anyways, im not feeling happy. ): In fact, for those whom i confide in, or those whom i told my 'problems' to. You should know why. I cant disclose it here cos it's quite personal, and yeah, the party im sad over does read my blog. I dunno. And i dont wana know anything. can i jsut hit that stupid 'reset' button of our lives, and let time return to afew months before? Maybe then, i wouldnt do smth so stupid. Maybe then, things wont turn out this wa. And maybe then, i wont be alone, wallowing in this sadness. ):
BOOOOOO TO YOU. ):

Okay ive decided not to upload the pictures already. ): Sorry!

Oh right, now my fever is 38.6degrees. ):
SIGH, and youre definitely not helping me feel any better. ~~PS. just dont make me feel worse. ):~~

we werent meant to be;

&maybe things will be fine after awhile.